So I’m camping right now and i can’t sleep. I fell asleep for like three hours and now I’m pretty much wide awake. I woke up because everybody in the camper woke up to go pee at the same time and then I felt all anxious thinking there were bugs in my bed. Gross.
So anyways…
This was supposed to be a weekend for me and becki to get away…a weekend for us to camp and have fun. And she doesn’t even care. Though honestly after everything I found out, its getting a little easier for me not to care. We had all these plans and I want them back. I know I can’t change her so I’m not going to bother trying but I want her to at least be a decent person and care. I want the love of my life back. But it was all a lie anyways. Ugh!!!
Why does life have to be so hard? :(
Lets clear this up. I’m not mad that you fucked my brother. However I am mad because..
1) Every time I’m with you he ruins our time so it feels pointless to try.
2) I feel like a boy is more important to you than a true friend.
3) I warned you he was a jerk, and you went for him anyways. You were hurt so I tried to help get your mind off of him but you ended up fucking him again anyways.
4) You didn’t even tell me how talking to him went or tell me you were going to chill with him the rest of the night and not me.
That’s all fine and dandy though. Because you just lost me. I’m not going to let somebody put our year long friendship second to my brother who you’ve known for 2 months and keeps hurting you. Not going to happen. I said I wasn’t going to be in the middle and even when that happened I kinda shrugged it off but this is the final straw.
